How Much Love Can One Heart Hold?

The answer is simple...

Take a look at these kids...

Go on, I'll give you a moment... take a look... breathe in their adorableness... feel your heart grow a few sizes...


A heart can hold about 13 nephews and nieces worth of love(plus the ones who haven't made an appearance yet). Don't believe me? Wait until you get your own!

I've been thinking a lot about life these last few weeks - the joys, the curve balls you get thrown, the expectations that don't come, the surprises that do...

These kids, my "kids" - they are the surprises in my life. They are the joys that I didn't see coming. Growing up I always imagined that I would:
- grow up (yet to happen)
- get married (happily done)
- and have kids of my own...

I NEVER imagined that the children who would divide my heart into pieces of love (13 of them) would not be my own...

That being said, I have got to say that I am so, SO, so grateful that Heavenly Father KNOWS our plans and that He KNOWS how to give us joys in the midst of trials.

These kids, my "kids", they are my joys! They bring me hope, laughter, love, happiness, peace and pure bliss. I can't imagine my life without a single one of them - they are so special to me...

I feel so blessed to be able to be "Auntie Clar," "Aunt Clarissa," "Clar," and "hee, hee - she's afraid of snakes... let's scare her."

To my nephews and nieces - current and future - thank you for letting me love you and be your auntie! I hope that we will always be close and that you will always know how much I love you!

P.S. If you ever want to run away - you're always welcome at our house! We have lots of blankets, movies and candy... your Uncle Nate has a sweet tooth!

Our Thanksgiving

I can't believe that Thanksgiving has come and gone... this year has flown by so quickly! We had a terrific day yesterday! We were able to sleep in and relax for a while in the morning, then we headed out to my parents house for the day! Jess & Phuc came home for the week and Blake drove down for a couple of days as well! We ate well, had great conversation, played some cards and had a lot of fun with the kids! We headed home early to see Nate's family for a bit before heading to bed early because Nate had to work at 4 this morning! It was a great day and we have so much to be grateful for!

Odds and Ends!

First: Twilight - the Movie! We went! We saw. We thoroughly enjoyed. We want to go again. Really! We felt that the movie was very well done! I do agree with my sister who said it was "full of moments" and "intense," but that is what I liked about it! I was disappointed when it ended because I wanted more. So, go! See! Let me know if you liked it or not... because I'm curious!

Second: Hair. Here is a picture. I'm still getting used to it. I don't hate it but I don't love the style yet... I'm still learning how to do it and I may have to have a few adjustments done on it, but this is what it is for now! I am happy to say, however, that I don't regret cutting it at all, so I'm glad about that!


Third: We have the best friends ever! We had a great time last night at dinner with the Wilks & the Duts, and just wanted to tell them thanks and that they are the best!

That's it for now! I'm off for a little shopping, back for a little studying (maybe), and then it's nephews, chocolate rolls, laundry and maybe my sister's family from out of town for the evening! See ya later!

Friday Flair on Saturday

For some reason I'm feeling deep today. I don't know why, I'm exhausted! Anyway, this is my Friday Flair on Saturday! I found all of these pieces of flair very wisdom...ous... yes... wisdimous is a word... because I said so...

Snip, Snip, Snip

Hmmm... looking at that title this post could go one of two ways... well, seeing as how Nate & I apparently don't have to worry about one of the ways it could go, it will go the other way...

I cut my hair (don't freak out mom, sisters, any of you who have short hair and want long hair) - it's only hair - it will grow back! I have been thinking about it for the last few months because it is just so long and it takes so long to do, and today, as I was sitting at work, I made my decision! I didn't tell anyone (except for Nate) because I know I would be talked out of it - and I've got to say that I absolutely made the right decision!

When the nice lady at the hair salon chopped off my ponytail I felt extremely liberated and free - funny how cutting my hair lowered my stress level...

Anyway, I'll take a picture of it tomorrow after I've showered and styled it to see what you all think!

Tickets!!

I realize I am totally nerdy for posting about this, but yes, we've got our tickets! We will be attending the 4:00 showing on Friday afternoon and I can't wait! This week can't go by fast enough!

Taa Daa!

Okay, I finished up the things I was doing and had time to set up a photo shoot with the bags that I did! This started out as a "I just want to see if I'll like them" project - well, I loved them so much that I needed a couple more, my sister-in-law in Texas needed some, my mom needed some and the project took off! Lynnette and I made 10 of these bags in the span of about 9 hours - no wonder my back hurts! Anyway, I tried them out at the grocery store last night and loved them! I am also so proud to be doing my small part to set a trend in saving the environment!


P.S. If you want to check out the mission and the pattern associated with these bags - check out www.morsbags.com!
P.P.S. Yes mom, these are the bags I was raving about, and yes mom, a couple of these are for you...

Wonderful Weekends

Wow, oh wow what a busy weekend it has been! Not a bad weekend, just a busy weekend! Starting BEFORE we got off work on Friday and still going strong tonight... I can't wait to climb into bed tonight - except for the fact that tomorrow it will be Monday morning... hmmph... I won't think about that right now!

Hee Hee! I love this picture! Yes - these are my parents - and yes - this was quite a few years ago! Anyway, Friday after work we went and had some dinner with them & headed out to their house for some card games and laughs (which, by the way, I won - card games that is)! It's been a while since we've done that, so it was a great time!



Saturday was full of laundry (which I have yet to put away), sewing re-usable grocery bags - yes - you heard me right! I'm going green and getting crafty doing it! I'll post pictures of them on here as soon as I can - but they are adorable and I'm stoked about them! What else? We went to dinner with the Duts and then hung out at their place! Brynners & I did some picture sharing and our hubbys played some Guitar Hero!



(Not last night, but Brynn had a picture of us on her blog, so I wanted to reciprocate.) As always, we had a fabulous time!

This morning we woke up and went to our Nephew's very first Primary Program!



This is the nephew, but this is not what he wore to church! Anyway, it was fabulous and he did a great job! He also tattled on me because I was making funny faces at him while he was sitting on the stand! I love Primary Programs - my favorite parts are the songs - sweet voices, funny faces and all around greatness surround them! We attended the rest of church with family (it was nice to be done by noon - I can't wait for the new year and a new Church schedule)!

The afternoon as been spent finishing up the bags that I mentioned above and will post on as soon as I get pictures of them! I've got a few more things to do before I can call it a night, so I'm gunna wrap this up so I can get stuff done & snuggle with Nate before I doze off! Lata!

Friday Flair

This weeks flair is dedicated to the best show of all time! There is nothing that I have found that FRIENDS doesn't apply to. If you ever hear a discussion between Nate & I and don't understand something that we say, you can guarantee that we have quoted one of the many FRIENDS lines that we love! If you find yourself needing a laugh - check out an episode on line or at 6:00 on channel 14!

Rainy Days

I got to school a few minutes early this morning so that I could take a picture of the Wellsvilles and the clouds that have graced us with their presence for the last 3 days! (By the way, the top of Old Main Hill is a great place to take pictures of the valley - FYI) I'm the girl that is fascinated by clouds (nothing scientific, I just love to watch the sun poke through them or to see how they alter sunsets) and Nate is the guy that loves the rain! We have loved the weather the last few days - but I'll admit that I was so happy to see the blue sky today and the stars tonight!

Dinner of Champs!

You know when you go out to dinner and are always way too full for dessert? Well, Nate & I found the perfect remedy for that - because we have found the perfect dessert! Iron Gate Grill has the Iron Gate Tower! What is the Iron Gate Tower? It is a chocolate cake - more like a chocolate tower - to die for! It is rich and creamy and we find ourselves craving it every once in a while! So, here is what we do: we order appetizers and dessert! Our favorite Iron Gate Grill mix includes the tangy, saucy sticky bites (dipped in ranch), the cheese fries (also dipped in ranch) and the tower (not dipped in ranch - it is perfect on it's own)! So, if you are ever in the mood for a light, unhealthy meal with the best dessert in town, head on over to Iron Gate - oh - and give us a call on your way over!

Question of the Week!

Have you ever been to any concerts, plays or musicals?


-My absolute favorite musical is Les Miserables. It is beautiful and touching, and I have been fortunate to see it twice - once in Salt Lake with my family, and once in London, yes... I said London, with Nate and his family! It was an awesome experience and is something that I could and would watch over and over!
-I also had the opportunity to go to Phantom of the Opera with my family! I was in Middle School, so I don't remember much of the experience. I do remember being enthralled at all the bright costumes and disappointed when the Chandelier fell! Nate, the lucky duck, got to see it in San Fransisco on a Band Trip in High School!
- We had a Sisters Weekend in Vegas a few years back and went and saw Lord of the Dance! It was so good! I was amazed by the precision of the dancers and was enthralled the whole time!
-I went through a Country Music phase... okay... I went through a Garth Brooks/Reba McIntire phase... Jen & Cody got us tickets to go and see Garth & Trisha Yearwood (before they were an outed couple), and it was so much fun! That Garth really knows how to please a crowd!
-After my Country phase had passed and I had grown up a little bit, I was introduced to Sarah Brightman! I then introduced her to Nate, and we both fell in love with the powerful music that she produces! For our 6th Anniversary we got tickets to go see her on tour in Salt Lake! The concert was amazing! We were left with goosebumps and the need to hear more! If you ever get the chance to see Sarah B., (I can abbreviate her last name because if she knew who I was, we'd be best friends), DO IT! If your husband won't go with you, CALL ME! I definitely will!
- Cinderella Opera - I went to this a few years back with my mom and sister - gotta say, I'm not one who can sit through an entire opera and be entertained! It was a fun night out, but I'd have rather been doing something else!
- Earlier this year we went to "The Jackson" with some friends to visit some friends and while we were there we went and saw the Bar J Wranglers! I was a little tired so it took me some time to get into it, but once I woke up a little it was a great time! They are very entertaining!
-For my 18th birthday, Nate got me tickets to see the live show of Saturday's Warrior! It was so thoughtful of him! We made a night out of it! As much as I enjoyed it, there is nothing like watching the familiar characters on the DVD (that he got me for my birthday a few years back)!
-My Senior year of High School took me to Southern California with the Chauntaires to perform at Disneyland! While we were there we went to Showboat. I don't remember much of the experience, but I do remember being very impressed with the man who sang the song "Old Man River" and the deepness (is that a word?) of his voice. I also remember sharing chocolate covered strawberries with my friend Jen and freezing because I didn't have a jacket - or a boyfriend - with me to keep me warm!
-Voice Male - you can't be a true Cache Valleyien if you haven't been to a Voice Male concert. Ask anyone who has lived here for more than 5 years, they'll tell you its true!
-Being a major in the Deaf Ed Department, the Multicultural Messiah is a must! I posted about this when we attended last March, but I'll remind you again - next Spring, around Easter time, perk up your ears and listen for this to be announced on the radio - and GO TO IT! Why? Because it is beautiful and touching and I guarantee that it will give you a Spiritual boost!
-When I took Creative Arts up at USU we had a great time going to musicals and concerts at the Eccles Theater! Some of the shows that we saw included "Pirates of Penzance," "Ragtime" (which I LOVED), "New Orleans Jazz Band," "A Midsummer's Night Dream," and a few more that don't quite stand out in my mind! They were fun to attend as well!
So, now you know what musicians have been graced with my presence, who have you graced with yours?

Friday Flair

Those of you who are on Facebook may have already been introduced to Flair! For those of you who are not, prepare for some fun stuff! From now on, every Friday, I'll feature a couple pieces of my favorite flair! Stuff that has been sent to me from Nate, stuff that has been sent from friends, and some that I have found for myself! So, enjoy the first of many Flair to come!

I am an 80's child through and through! I have many fond memories of watching and playing "Jem and the Holograms"

This one was from Nate! It's hilarious to us because one day we were driving down the road and he looked out the window at a couple walking two dogs, and he said, "They have dogs." That's it, no more, no less. We laugh about it all the time!

How can you not love this? "The Elf" is my second favorite Christmas Show of all time! (My first - "Cabbage Patch Kids First Christmas"). Love it, love it, love it!

Yes We Can

I'll be honest, I didn't vote for Obama. When I thought about voting for him I had a queasy feeling. The fact that he won, however, brought me absolutely no surprise. He has promised change. He has charisma. He knows how to capture an audience. The outcome was exactly as we knew it would be. I was quite impressed by his acceptance speech, he is quite a smooth talker. We'll see what happens. If he can really lead our Country to better days I'll be happy. If he can't, well... we'll see what happens...

Ageing

It's finally happening. The thing that happens when your body finally catches up with your age. I used to get such a kick of seeing the surprise on people's faces when I told them my age, which is 28, and that Nate & I have been married for almost 9 years! Since starting college my body has held together fairly well and I have been able to fit in with my young and perky peers, but this morning... this rainy, fateful morning... it appeared. The thing that is commonly used to identify age.

The gray hair.

And it wasn't just a little gray - it was a beautiful, sparkly, old lady silver. In 30 years I'd be proud to have more hairs like that, but at this point in my life, I'm not sure I'm ready.

That gray hair has been a mixed blessing for me today. It has reminded me of all of the things that I have accomplished throughout my life, but it has also reminded me of the things that I have not yet done and that I will not be able to do as my body continues to grow up. And I'll admit, it scares me a little, it makes me a little emotional, and it makes me grateful for all of the things that I have learned and experienced while going through the things that I have not yet done.

I pulled out a gray hair this morning. My first. The first of many. I shed a tear today. Not my first. Not my last. My body is ageing, but so is my mind. My resolve has strengthened. I will not give up. I have been blessed with direction and understanding. It's finally happening.